Lillian. I’ve always loved that name; growing up, I would name my dolls that. Playing The Sims, I always named my Sims Lillian. I’ve always wanted the name Lillian, and to be called Lily for short. But, Lillian to me is also a blonde-haired girl with green eyes and possibly tan skin. I am theContinue reading “New Name, Same me.”
Category Archives: Intro
Hair Dye & New Eyeliner.
Its Friday. I woke up in a different mood today; last night when I got home from work, I did some much-needed self-care, re-dyed my hair, applied my self-tanner, and purchased some new eyeliner. Three small things can boost my confidence that much more. Except I have another pounding headache; I feel as though IContinue reading “Hair Dye & New Eyeliner.”
Tuesday & Commitment issues.
Its been a weird few days for me. I’m trying not to spiral and be all over the place. I need to make a serious to-do list today, for my life. All aspects. I have so many things going on, and I just need to reel it all in and get my shit together: work,Continue reading “Tuesday & Commitment issues.”
Coping & Grief.
Its Thursday, I slept through all of Michael’s alarms, which is rare and also an indicator that I must have been sleeping soundly because he has an alarm that starts at 5:10 and he will snooze it every five minutes until damn near 6. I push, poke, and whine every time. Just set the fuckingContinue reading “Coping & Grief.”
Shitty Wages & Creepy Bosses.
Today was back to school. I mean, back to work. Same concept. “But Mom, I don’t want to go to school!” I got that from a previous coworker of mine; we would always joke about it when we worked Saturdays together at the parts counter. One thing I miss about my old job is theContinue reading “Shitty Wages & Creepy Bosses.”
Bird Listening
Bird watching. Bird Listening. The older I become, the more the simple things in life bring me the most joy. I love to get up early, grab a fresh hot cup of coffee, step on to my porch and listen to my birds. My land is full of all sorts of trees, I have filledContinue reading “Bird Listening”
Saturday.
Saturday. The weekend always feels like forever for it to get here, then it’s always gone so fast. I’ve been up since 4:30; we just got a new kitten, and that’s like having a newborn. I get up, sit on the side of the bed, and chug last night’s warm lime Gatorade, check the timeContinue reading “Saturday.”
Soberly, Yours. 